- Thank God that I
was able to survive my third month at work. There have been a lot of issues,
trials, and hardships but I’m still here fine and breathing. I want to give
myself a round of applause for not easily giving up. I think I’ve matured so
much over the last couple of years as I can already bear most of the uncomfortable
situations that come my way.
- Relationship
wise, nothing really changed. Here I am, still struggling. I don’t know when I
will make up my mind whether to stay or walk away. It’s quite hard as this is not what is
expected of me. Should I care about the things that other people will say? I
thought that I shouldn’t mind them and just move on with my life. I thought
I’ll just let them judge me as much as they want. They don’t know what’s
happening anyway, they don’t know how it feels. Till then, I’m still here
holding on even If I don’t feel loved anymore, even if I feel like I’m just an
extra baggage.
- I want to travel
next year once I have my leave credits instated. I want to go alone and find a
peaceful place. A travel experience that’s going to be one for the books. An
adventure that I’ll treasure for the rest of my life. I’ll have to plan it as
early as now so I’ll have everything covered.
- I’ve been
downloading a lot of Original Pinoy Music. I don’t know, maybe because I’m into
watching Pinoy Big Brother lately and they usually use songs written and sung
by Filipino artists as their background music. The video above is a song called "SILA" by SUD. I enjoy listening to it everyday.
- I hope that
November will be better. Although I understand that there are things that will
be more challenging in the following days, I pray that I’ll be able to overcome
all the obstacles that will be thrown in my way.
See you soon! :)